So it’s been nearly three weeks since I have been on skates, due to lack of pads, canceled practices or me just plain not feeling up to going.
The problem is the longer I am off skates, the easier it is to just not go to practice.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to quit. Well most of me doesn’t anyway. And my husband isn’t likely to let me quit, in fact when I chose to miss last night’s practice due to sheer and utter exhaustion he said “well fine, but you aren’t missing Wednesday for any reason.”
At this point, I am dreading getting back on my skates. It is fun when I am skating and accomplishing new feats, but I dread that tightening feeling in my chest. The feeling that I am not going to be able to get another breath, that no matter what I do I can’t get enough oxygen into my lungs.
It only happens when I skate.
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